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[03 Mar 2005|11:51pm]
[ mood | blah ]

well, before dinner my parents and i were watching the ending of "Pirates of the Carribean" <3 i love that movie. my fav. part is when Depp is gettin ready to be hung n the dude is reading all the bad things hes done n the dude reading goes "impersonating (whatever) from the church" n Depp goes "hah oh yea" its so cute haha. movie is great. then i ate dinner, took a shower, did my hair, watched Survivor n was online checkin stuff then my dad picked Harry up from work. i really missed him so when he got home i gave him an extra long hug heh. then he ate dinner n watched a movie n i came back online cuz i was bored. then he took a shower n now hes on the fone wit Joe... yea lol. i wanted to spend a lil more time wit him but o0o well. theres always tomorrow =)

i hope i feel better soon. i feel like crap. i dunt feel nauses sick, jus pms sick n i hate it. i feel blah n i keep gettin annoying cramps. i think its gonna be fully gone by Saturday tho. i always feel the worse at the end of it, so hopefully this is it.

well i guess thats it. not a very good day. Ciao

-Stevie

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^.^ [10 Feb 2005|04:16pm]
[ mood | happy ]

im having a good day so far =)

when Harry got home we talked about shyt n then i went to the store n made us eggs n coffee again lol. then we went into this one site wit all this sick lookin guitars.. omg it was nuts. Harry was like, having a heart attack lookin at them lol. then i took a shower to get ready for nuttin hah i jus hate lookin like a slob. so, i got ready then went to the store again for my mom to pick up a pack of hot dogs n now im here listening to Harry play his guitar. he hasnt been playin bass in a while cuz he misses the guitar, which gives me more time to practice bass even tho i have one in my room.. his sounds better though cuz its tuned n shyt.

argh i wanna get my hair cut short badly, but im gonna really miss my long hair cuz it took forever to grow back after it was up to my chin. i cried for 2 months about that too n i wanted it short.. lol my fault tho i cut it on my own n ruined it... i was only 8 tho.. heh. but i wanna get a really stylish cut, but im scared to. ill miss my hair too much. once im in beauty skool im probly gonna experiment a lot wit my hair wit styles, cuts n definitley color. this summer im gonna get it stripped n dyed all purple. well, once i have a job ill do that lol. my mom keeps bytchin that i need a job.. well ive been lookin n found shyt so, not my fault. geez.

im bored. i think ill suggest to Harry if we can chill wit Jimmy tonight or somethin. i feel like goin out. well, thats it for now i guess. Ciao

-Stevie

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fraidy cat [09 Feb 2005|10:49pm]
[ mood | amused ]

lol whoever posted as "Anonymous" on my journal STILL hasnt told me who they are n i guess i wont find out.. but me n Spazie have a hunch on who it is. makes me laugh cuz they think i get upset over dumb comments like that when i jus laugh at them n how retarded they are that they cant even tell me who they are.. WOW you're SO tough lmao. i kno the person has to feel like an asshole, cuz im sure its a person who thinks theyre big n bad n they post as anonymous, n they cant admit to me who it is cuz they're afraid of something.

wow, what a jackass lol. Ciao

-Stevie

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=D [09 Feb 2005|08:21pm]
[ mood | giddy ]

i feel so much better. i think being in this house depresses me or suttin. i dunno.. i think it was jus me thinking too much about stupid shyt.

Harry, Shane n I went to their dads house.. hadda lot of fun ^.^ we ate macaroni n meatballs, played some fighting video game (forget what its called but its nuts) n jus chilled. after a while, Harrys dad, Harry n I drank tea n ate cookies heh. omg! the cat scratched Harrys face hahaha. awe no, i feel bad =( he had 3 lil bubbley scratches under his eye, side of his nose n on his upper cheek near his eye n one nice scratch on his neck lol. the car got Frances too on her cheek n side of her stomach. psycho cat, man. but we hadda lotta fun ^.^ then Peachie drove us home.

later Harry n I are gonna... spend time wit each other. o0o yea.. Peachie works at a strip club, well, not really strip.. u wear a bikini...she said the girls make $2,000 a night. ok, dancing on a stage in a bikini NOT having to dance on guys n getting $2,000, that dunt sound bad. id do it hah. she said theres 16 year olds that have fake ids n dance jus for the money. she told me to getta fake i.d. i said no lol. but, it sounds like a good idea. $2,000 for dancing in a bikini. not too shabby.

well i guess thats it. Ciao

-Stevie

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=\ [09 Feb 2005|03:04pm]
[ mood | blank ]

i woke up this morning so tired that i couldnt walk or see straight... n i went to sleep at 11:30 which is really early for me.

lately ive been feeling depressed still. i cry a lot (i cried 4 times yesterday), feel down, cant look forward to anything... i dunno whats wrong with me. i think most of the problem is the pill bc it said it can cause depression.. so maybe thats it. i hope thats just it, but either way i hate feeling this way. i cant smile a lot, im not laughing.. unless im with Harry and we're goofing around or something.. other then that i cant really enjoy a lot of stuff. and ive been fatigued lately too, which i hate not to mention my allergies make my head n eyes feel heavy n my ears clogges which makes me dizzy sometimes.. i cant getta break >=\ im annoyed.

Harry stood home too. he couldnt even get up this morning lol. i didnt fall back to sleep wit him tho. i didnt feel like moving off the couch again hah. he got up at 9:30 n blasted his tv in his room watching "Lord of the Rings 3" n woke me up a couple of times lol. i woke up at 12 n made coffee n some toast cuz i was really hungry. i still am.. lol. Harry got ready for his Community College classes then left. later we're goin to his dads house. i hope i have fun.. i dunt like feeling sad n not happy.

last night Harry, my dad n I watched "Stuck on You" it was ok. wasnt as funny as we thought itd be but i still liked it. it was a dumb funny lol.

well, i guess thats it for now. *sigh* Ciao

-Stevie

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EEPP!! [07 Feb 2005|11:29pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

I WANT I WANT I WANT! n since its not NEARLY as expensive as the $1100 ring i want, THIS IS ONLY $155! n i love it<3 hopefully my parents will get that for me (i doubt it) if not, i guess ill jus have to save thats all. $155 wont take long!

http://www.tiffany.com/shopping/zoom_popup.asp?sku=11019781&retail=155&

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best nap everrr [07 Feb 2005|09:40pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

i updated earlier but it didnt work n i typed a lot grr.

i woke up this morning brutally tired so i got dressed n my dad took me to skool. he stayed home today cuz my doggie had a bladder/kidney infection so he wanted to make sure she was ok *sigh* lol.. so i asked him if he could pick me up after 4th cuz you're not marked absent n he said "what time does 4th period end?" so i told him n he said "ok sure, jus dunt tell ur mother" haha so after 4th he picked me up. o0o but in 2nd period there was a huge ass fire at the "Alphabet Academy" n all the smoke was goin to our windows n the flames were really high. scary. but anyway my dad picked me up n i ate lunch, watched my shows, took a nap, watched more of my shows then my Harry came home!! hehe we goofed around as usual n talked. then i took a shower n watched tv wit Harry n my dad, ate dinner, took the best nap ever wit my Harry (god how much i miss sleepin wit him), did the rest of my hair n now im here. im still really tired. Harry is still sleeping hahaha. hes so sweet<3 i love watching him sleep n kiss him while hes sleeping. *sigh* ok im done wit that hahaha

i guess im gonna go. im so tired i cant think right lol. Ciao

-Stevie

P.S. thanx Stef for the letter. i understand what you're saying n its cool. ill have a note for u tomorrow, probly. i hope i dunt fall asleep haha

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o0o well... [06 Feb 2005|10:17pm]
[ mood | its ok... ]

Eagles lost... well at least they kept the motto right for Philly "theres always next year"

well, i for one am still proud they even made it to the Superbowl. they worked really hard. but... 3 points. argh thats all they needed =(

its ok.. they did good. props, props. =) Ciao

-Stevie

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o0o im soo tired again *yAwN* [06 Feb 2005|07:21pm]
[ mood | excited ]

i cleaned my room, living room, washed a load of clothes n now im on my 2nd, helped my mom cook n made quesedillas (omg they were so good everyone flipped over them! im so excited hahaha), put everything out.. *sigh* very tired. Harry brought down my first load of clothes n helped me put my clothes in the washer for me.. sweetheart that he is<3 awe i love him. when he came home we were all snuggley like we havent seen each other in a week haha. *sigh* <3333

my dad is SO loud! omg lol damn football. i dunt understand it, i neevr did.. i jus want the Eagles to win. but my dad is so loud its makin me jump lmao AAHHH!!! TOUCHDOWN!! 6 POINTS!! o0o now is the field goal... ok.. now its 7-0! GO EAGLES! WOO! now im excited! the game is OOOONNNNNN mutha fuckaahhhzzz.. hehe =P o0o my mom bought these chocolate cupcake wit green frosting on them wit eagles decorations n stuff from Pathmark hehe. i cant wait to eat those! maybe some coffee.. *weEe* hehe

im still a tad tired, but im really excited n giddy. i got my Harry, great homeade mexican food, my family, my fuckin dog barkin at everything, Eagles are winning (so far).. *yAy !* Ciao =)

-Stevie

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YAY !! [06 Feb 2005|04:37pm]
[ mood | excited ]

Harry jus called me n hes gettin out at 5 instead of 6! so my daddy can pick him up sooN! *weEe !!* awe im so happy hehe<33

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bLiNd. . [06 Feb 2005|04:07pm]
[ mood | giddy ]

Harry is extremely smart.. but hes very blind when it comes to stuff. i had to tell him some things last night that i dunt think he liked hearing, but he heard it. im not mad at him at all.. im mad at other stuff that he dunt notice about people. that makes me a lil worried bc if people act a certain way near him n he dunt notice, thats not a very good sign u kno? im not worried tho cuz i kno he would never even think about cheating on me or anything like that.. im not worried about that at all.. im not worried about anything. it jus bothers me that he dunt notice anything and everyone else around him does.. and what bothers me even more is when people have the balls to act a certain way near me.. lol.. makes me laugh. i jus let it happen tho cuz even tho it bothers me a lil, it makes me laugh at the same time cuz im not the one lookin like the bytch or asshole, u kno? id rather be the mature one n jus lay back n have fun then show off or act a certain way. theres no reason for it.. Harrys *mine* n thats all there is to it.. i got no one to act for n even if i did i wouldnt cuz its stupid.

so anyway, Superbowl is today as everyone knows. normally i hate football but i got into the spirit a lil cuz i wanna have fun wit it. i have my camo pants on wit a black belly tank top n for make-up i have green eye-shadow wit black eyeliner at the bottom n some black mascara. it looks awesome. my hair is the same as yesterdays cuz it still looks good haha. i like when i crimp it cuz if i sleep on it, it still looks good when ya wake up.

i dunno how many cookies i jus ate but im still starving. when my mom n i start cookin ill be eating it more o.O o0o well, i do that all the time anyway lol.

i miss my Harry =( hes at work n we were hoping teyd let him out early for Superbowl, but nooo.. cmon really, whose gonna buy a fish when the Superbowl is on? do u really think that store is gonna be crowded?... watch he'll come home n say it was packed hahaha. i keep trying to call him but his fone is off so, maybe it is busy..? i cant wait til hes home<3

im such a dedicated fan haha i stood up til 2 jus so i can watch the new episode of "what not to wear" n passed out right after it was over. i actually fell asleep for the first half hour but i got to see what the girl looked like so thats all that matters. im still tired. i woke up at 10:30 n told my mom about my night n she laughed haha. then i cleaned the living room n my mom n dad left at around 12 n i fell asleep for another hour til 1 n helped my mom put groceries away then cleaned my room. well, only the left side. i still got the right side n under my bed.. ew lol. i think theres like, cat hair under here n i dunt even own a cat. scary.

well i guess thats it for now. Ciao

-Stevie

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ok.. [06 Feb 2005|12:58am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

hey.. went bowling again tonight. i only got 1 strike n a couple of spares. i didnt do too good, not like last night, cuz my arm n wrist kills! now its even worse n Harry hadda massage it for me hehe<3 it was ok.

today has been a great day. woke up all happy cuz i feel so much better, got ready n after a while me n Harry got "caught up" since my parents werent home =D that was awesome. then we jus watched tv n ate chicken fingers n hung out n goofed around til we left.

i would type more but im OVERLY exhausted now. ill write more tomorrow *sleepy grin* Ciao

-Stevie

P.S. 2 is my show, i dunt think im gonna make it haha.

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exhausted [05 Feb 2005|03:56pm]
[ mood | happy, but very tired heh ]

yup, im sooooo tired ! i woke up at 10 n fell back to sleep til 11 n then snuggled up wit Harry for like an hour but didnt go to sleep so.. im really tired. i took a shower at 12 n got ready my outfit n stuff, did my make-up n hair. i feel so much better now that "it" is gone. i didnt feel sick, jus blah. not purdy. now i feel a lil bit better about myself now i can wear what i want n not worry about anything.

my arm kills from last night haha. im goin bowling tonight too haha so im really gonna suck cuz my arm kills. im goin wit Harry, his friend Stef from skool n her bf Joe. should be fun, im pretty excited. ^.^ i dunt care about the scores either, i jus like to be goofy n fun wit it. =D

wow, im soo tired hahaha. im sure once im out ill liven up. im kinda bored which makes me even more tired so, once im out ill be myself.

my parents are gonna be gone all day/night. they went out to Best Buy, Ikea n other places. then they're gonna come back home to drop off everything then go out to dinner then food shoppin for the SuperBowl dinner tomorrow. *wOo hoO !!* ill admit it, im jus in it for the food. i hate football. i heard they agreed not to let out skool if the Eagles win so now i really dunt care hah.

i cant wait for the Phantoms game ! its the end of this month. Joe is goin to (Jimmys friend, not the other one) we were talkin about that last night n we're excited. i dunt think hes sittin near us tho. im goin wit Harry, Brian n Kristin. if we see Joe thatd be cool tho.

im watchin some "Primus" thing on tv. its funny hah. ok, thats it for now. Ciao

-Stevie

P.S. thanx to everyone who left me nice comments yesterday when i was in a not so good mood haha. i smiled when i read them all. thanx guys<333

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delete [05 Feb 2005|02:31am]
[ mood | very happy ! ^.^ ]

i jus deleted that last entry. i was being bitchy n me n Harry are perfectly fine now. nuttin bad happend either. we both misunderstood each other n its all fixed. we didnt fight.

he got home at 12 n i went out at a lil after 9 wit Jimmy, Joey n Val. we went Bowling in Jersey. it was so much fun. i didnt get home til 2:15 cuz Jimmy got lost like 800 times haha. its cool tho. i needed to go out n jus have fun n let lose. me n Val danced all goofy to the music n i scored a high 97 n tied wit Jimmy haha but that was only once. i did really good cuz i havent bowled since 4th grade ! i beat Joey by 1 point the last game. =P i had a really awesome time. thanx Jimmy =D

MY "IT" IS GONE !! WOO HOO !! i am so damn happy u dunno !! lol =D

i missed my show, but its all good cuz they'll re-run it tomorrow im sure. mmm im eating "duble chocolate chip girl scout cookies" hehe. they're SO good !

well, im gonna go. im pretty tired. Ciao

-Stevie

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better... [04 Feb 2005|07:17pm]
[ mood | okay ]

im feeling a lot better, but im still pissed "its" still here. im praying to God its the end of it cuz i cant take it anymore ! all i do is lounge around the house watchin tv, go on the computer n wear my pajamas cuz i feel not so attractive. i feel even worse if i wear tight pants or something even shirts cuz im bloated. it sux.

im not goin out AGAIN cuz i gotta finish my chores (i doin it so i get more money n have that saved for Harry for V-Day) n i wanna watch my show "What Not to Wear" at 9. im like, addicted to it now n i wanna watch "Spongebob" 8-9 =D wow, i have no life. well, only certain times on the month.. *aHeM* Harry is goin out wit Jimmy. another Friday wit missin him.

i really hope i feel better tomorrow cuz i wanna go bowling n stuff n i jus wanna be able to wear w/e i want n feel good about it... not crappy n frumpy n blah, u kno? im excited about tomorrow. should be fun.

after that fone call earlier wit Harry when i started crying he tried callin me back but the line was busy n then he called back n i answered. i feel bad now cuz i had him really worried. when he got home i went upstairs wit him cuz he wanted me to ask me what was wrong so i told him n everything is all better now. he says the sweetest things to me n its jus so cute. i love him so much<3 o0o now im really gonna miss him =(

im really tired. i didnt take my usual nap today so, im tired lol. well im gonna watch my Harry play guitar. Ciao

-Stevie

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*rips head off* [04 Feb 2005|12:51pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

AAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!

i feel so depressed like, i keep crying n im miserable n i cant be happy no matter how hard i try !

i STILL have "it" n its supposed to be gone by now n im REALLY fuckin pissed, im stressed about suttin that i dunt wanna mention cuz too many ppl read this *sigh* i jus keep crying. theres been a lot on my mind that i wish i could stop thinking about it ! i think too much n i kno thats part of my problem, but when things happen or when u kno things are gonna happen, ull try to prevent it anyway u can. i kno i probly make NO sense to u right now, but its helping me a lil so.. dunt worry about it.

today was the "Puttin on the Hits" "talent" show at skool. Spazie, Johnny, Pat, n Jayda were like the only talented people. the rest of the show was this retarded rap music u couldnt even understad wtf they were sayin n ppl having convulsions to it. it was a waste. someone who really has talent should have been up there. the funniest act was Rocco's tho lmao i was dyin.

im not having a good day n im miserable so im gonna go watch my shows. i called Harry earlier to talk to him but i didnt wanna bother him. he was on the bus wit Stef goin to CCP n i didnt wanna interrupt anything or w/e. ill jus tell him whats on my mind later. Ciao

-Stevie

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*bRr* [03 Feb 2005|10:58pm]
[ mood | giggly ]

my hands are freezing as usual.

well when Harry got home i made him 4 eggs, the other 2 he made himself but said they werent nearly as good as mine lol. then i took a shower n got ready to go to his dads. after we were all done gettin ready we left n went to his dads house, then to Arby's to eat. we all had roast beef sandwiches n fries that were really good n then to the Berlin Market. its ok there. i could def. spend a lot of money there hah. then we got home n watched tv n tickled each other n omg he farted under the covers n it smelled really bad n he pulled me down under the covers n wouldnt let me get out n hes crackin up yellin "smell it !" omgg we were dyinn hahaha. then we were watchin "americas funniest home videos" haha. we had a really nice time<3

we've been really goofy lately hehe. i love him !! im saving ALL my money jus so i can buy him suttin for Valentines Day. im not gonna eat lunch in skool, let ppl "borrow" my money, spend it at the store or anywhere else n all money i get will be saved. theres suttin i really wanna get him, but i kno i cant cuz its too expensive =( *sigh* but im gonna try really hard to get it anyway !! i love to see him happy.

im tired n hungry again lol what a surprise. im gonna go. Ciao

-Stevie

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mMm [03 Feb 2005|12:24am]
[ mood | so much love<3 ]

i jus had a bowl of Bite Sized Frosted Shredded Wheat.. soo yummy<3 but im still hungry ! ive been eating all day n i wont get full ! lol its annoying.

Spazie, dunt worry about anything. youre so much better then that n u kno it n so does everyone else. im always here for u =) i love u<33

since i ate that damn cereal my hands are freezing now haha. wait.. they always are o.O

me n Harry had a nice lil chat tonite about certain ppl. a few diff. ppl actually haha. ppl i hated in grade skool n who he goes to skool wit now n he hates them lol. then we jus talked about goofy stuff n he popped some of my black heads haha. then we snuggled up n he said he misses me sleeping wit him.. awe<3 i scratched his head n side burns again too hehe. hes so cuteeee<33 lmaoo he took off his boots n sox n his feet always smell really bad so he said "give my feet a massage" n i made a face n said "uh.. if u wash them really good n have soap between ur toes i will" hahaha so we got into a convo about that lmao he was like "so, ur not gonna give my feet a massage when i come home when we're older" (how cute he thought about that) n we talked about stuff if we get older n massages hahaha. how cute<3

well thats it. Friday is "Puttin on the Hits" i cant wait to see that =P Ciao

-Stevie

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much better ^.^ [02 Feb 2005|09:00pm]
[ mood | bouncy.. hehe ^.^ ]

my head was killin me n so was my sinus' so i took my moms Allegra n i feel soo much better ! i still have some pain in the head but im ok =)

i ate 4 chicken cutlets, 2 chocolate chip pop-tarts n like, 4 pieces of chocolate mint candy n im still hungry o.O

lmao my mom was on here playin a Spongebob game n my dad n i were watchin Spongebob n Harry fell asleep so i stuck a straw up his nose n we were all crackin up lmao. he got mad at me lol. hes upstairs now hahaha. =P *laughs*

i watched Spongebob 5-5:30, 8-9.. my family even watches it, how cute<3 it always puts me in a great mood.

theres a commercial n in the beginning it says "ppl do dumb things" n the lil boy smashes the window n a goofy song comes on "woo hoo woo hoo hoo" well, my dad found it n d/led it for me cuz i really wanted to have it lmao its by a Japanese band called "5, 6, 7, 8s" n the song is called "woo hoo"

well im gonna go cuz i wanna watch the "State of the Union" wit the President =D Ciao

-Stevie

P.S. the fuckin liberals said "we're not gonna clap for him" LMAO they're so childish ! HE WON U FAGS ! GET OVER IT !

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*gRr !!* [02 Feb 2005|05:29pm]
[ mood | mad, i HATE being a girl !! ]

ok this month the pill isnt helping me at all! i am SO sick of feeling tired, sick, crappy, miserable, maudlin n all that other shyt. why couldnt i have been a boy? they dunt go thru shyt.

BUT on a better note... my mom scheduled the "Jean Madeline" appt. to Feb. 19th on a Saturday. im really excited about that. i gotta make sure i look really "stylish" lol good skool so i gotta make a good impression, right? right. =)

my hands are freezing. im pretty hungry too.. i ate half of a bologna hoagie that i had left over from like, 2 days ago or suttin lol. it was good.

i wrote that poem for Harry.. he wanted me to write a poem for him for skool today. it had to be 10-15 lines n it couldnt rhyme. well he likes it a lot n said it was "too good n too poetic" for him n hes teachers wouldnt have bought it so he didnt even hand mine in. he made his own quick one this morning. *sigh* i was kinda upset cuz that was a really good poem n i worked hard on it for nuttin. i said that n he said "what? it wasnt for nuttin. i like it a lot n im keeping it" but still.. not to sound selfish but i worked hard on that n what if that got him a really good grade i wouldve felt good cuz it was mine, u kno? o0o well.. i hope he gets a good grade on his then.

well, the heat is on n the lil bathroom next to me is always really warm so im gonna stand in there for a couple of mins lol. Ciao

-Stevie

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